speechless

i stare at the screen and dont know what to type.my head hurts like crazy but i dont feel like sleeping.i get the feeling that time is just slipping like that.like sand sipping out of a person's grasp.it falls,down and down,never going to defy gravity and stay in your hands,no matter what you do.
nothing can ever turn out perfectly the way you want things to.i have everything i want,but without warning,what i have can also be lost.because i have everything,thats why im afraid of losing something.
wondering when life ends,what happens?that will be the end to our journey on Earth.to me,there seem to be no second life.no more family,friends and emotions.you know nothing of what happened before even if you are reborn.16 years have just passed like this.i believe time will pass even faster as we grow older.i do not wish to grow up.
what is happiness?what is sadness?will there be happyness if there was no sadness to contrast the difference?
will there be beauty if there was no ugly?
i believe everything exist for a reason;everything has happened because we were meant to go through.
is it bad to be easily swayed by your emotions?
so many questions,yet no answers.
sometimes,there are questions that i wish not to know the answers.

posted by GRACECHIA @ 12:17 AM